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Bismillah,

whoa!i think its been a while since my last update..tonight i wanna talk about sumting that makes me keep wondering,why?why?why? n why?..haha~lots of why huh...

Since i enter my foundation at one of the university in Malaysia..alhamdulillah i have found many friends..i love them a lot..but only one of them makes me feel n think 'am i not good enough'??what a childish question..but yet i still keep thinking about it..she is a brilliant n smart,easy going ..(act im lazy to type about this)but it seems that i cant get along with her

my reasons

1 i think she is smarter than me~this is not the real reason
2 i think she had a distinctive look that could tempt our lectures' heart
3 i think i dont have the best reason~seriously

im sick,tired,fedup with her..the scene that i can not forget is when she look down at me in a subject..~i think many subject..'wallahua'lam' ..one day our dear beloved lecturer gave us a task which we need to present about a subtopic..actually she dicided to pick up that subtopic as our presentation..so i just agree..alhamdulillah i have learned the subtopic b4,in an additional class after i finished my SPM..so i quite understand n remember about the subtopic..n i love it..i think i can do a good presentation..

but,one night she ask me this kind of question,''u can ask me if u dont understand anything,because i have finished study it''...i thought i wanna answer back with this sentence''excuse me,i have study it 3 month b4,,so why dont u ask me if u dont understand??''
haha..but i know it is not polite to reply her conversation..hehe..so i just said..''InsyaAllah I will''..

as the time for presentation comes,,she received a lot of encouraging words from our friend while i just got few..ha ha..never mind..

when the presentation start,here she go..~she just read the book..n all my fellow friends appeared confounded